Aristelle

A shade of grey....my world without color...

Age: 17
Height: 5'5"
Weight: 110 lb
Bust: 34 b
Occupation: Student/Librarian's assistant

WARNING: This character is something known as a 'Kuudere' and was deliberately designed with emotional, depressing, and pain-filled RP in mind...this is not a character made for a quick fuck, or a happy loving time...or even a quick unwilling meal. This character is designed for an in-depth story...and its not going to be all flowers and sunshine.

Step onto the bus

Head for school, get to class...same boy picks on me for being late, and makes a comment to the teacher. Teacher never does anything about it, even though i'm breaking the rules, mostly because i show up late at the same time every day. Teacher writes on the board with blue washboard ink...or what he says is blue anyway, then writes in...I can't even tell at this point....puts on a movie, tells the class to look for the red definitions.

...Real nice, Mr. Sakaguchi...

He always forgets, and I always remind him...he ends up telling me he'll give me a cheat sheet...it, of course, pisses off the brain in the class who spent the last twenty minutes writing them all down...

...as if its my fault...

That's school in a nutshell, a series of people either forgetting I exist...or simply writing me off because i'm some sort of cripple who can't do anything without someone else's help...I'm glad that the people writing me off are a very few....even if the rest of them ignore me.

Is this what life is? Being ignored?

Get out of school, have to wait for the people somewhat familiar to me to leave before I do so i don't get in the wrong bus...gotta love the people who designed the bus system to be dark green with light green lights flashing on it. Head for the Library, punch in for work, take off my coat and scarf and head for the front, to meet up with Miss Stien....

She always was so nice to me, Miss Stien. She's known me ever since i was a young one...she was old then too. She gives me a warm smile as though life is going to be alright and sends me off with my set of books...only to stop me.

"Oh...i'm so sorry...i forgot about...here is the list I wrote out for you, dear"

...even she forgets...though its not the same when she forgets...almost makes me feel like i'm...a person to her. I put on a fake smile and go through my routine, putting books away...Sending people who ask for my help to the front desk, only to get the 'what are you. retarded?' looks from them....some of them know, thankfully, and they don't even bother anymore.

...Gotta love life, huh...

After work, time to walk home. Its snowing...go figure...i pull my scarf up over my face and watch the snow as it falls...the world seems so grey...i wonder if there are any others who see the world as grey as i do in the winter....

Nnn...no time to think of that...its cold out...time to head home...back home to study...maybe get a meal and try to watch TV...only to shut it off when i cant see half the screen, and end up reading once more....till i fall asleep and do it all again.

...Gotta love life....

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OOC notes

If you couldn't tell, she's completely colorblind, she can not see any form of color aside from shades of grey...which makes it exceptionally hard for her to function without assistance, even though she doesn't get any.

...because she's never gotten help...she's grown...whats the word....complacent with the world around her. It does not care about her...so she doesn't care about it.

She has emotion...don't expect her to show it in front of you.

Player prefers Story RP.