Hinami

"...w..why are you running away? Didn't I make you dinner? get you everything you wanted? I even fucked you twice....but....y.you still tried to run....

...i cant let you run...your my everything....stop squirming, it will only hurt if you squirm...i promise, my love...it'll only hurt for a second.

...I told you not to run...."


Age: 15
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 103 lb
Bust: 32 B
Occupation: Student

Excerpts from Dr. Samada Hoshiko's daily logs from Okinawa mental institution, criminal ward


Paranoid Disorder High
Schizoid Disorder Low
Schizotypal Disorder Low
Antisocial Disorder: High
Borderline Disorder: Very High
Histrionic Disorder: High
Narcissistic Disorder: Moderate
Avoidant Disorder: Low
Dependent Disorder: High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder: Low

Day 1

It was a shock to us, when this young, only 12 year old girl was brought into our institution in a straightjacket, she seemed so sweet and wonderful, and yet she was being treated like she was a hardened criminal, moreso then anyone we had ever seen. We knew who she was...anyone in the east pacific could have told you who she was.

Kanako Hinami, the Tokyo Blood Doll.

24 dead, one found scarred for life, tied up in her bedroom....all done by this one little girl....

...I barely believed it...

Day 3

She...she can't be the one responsible...

She's too sweet, too kind...too gentle. Even now she's helping people inside the institution with her kindness. People who we swore could never, ever recover from their homicidal rage...and they are responding to her, calming down..

...its remarkable...

Day 4

I finally got to sit down with her one on one for our first session.

...and she didn't deny any bit of it...she told me she did it in love, that her love was being stolen from her...and she needed to eliminate anyone who was trying to take her love away, or insulting her love.

It was...almost like a game to her...or an anime, I've never seen anything like it.....a real life case of homicidal obsession.

Day 6

Hinami's really grown toward one of the other young girls in the ward with her. She's a few years older, here on self infliction, but Hinami and her have been inseparable ever since. At first, this worried me, but with a simple separation, it didn't seem to be a problem. Hinami didn't so much as raise a fuss after it.... So, we figured, what harm could it cause...and we could examine her, to find out how this worked, being ready to step in when it got too far.

Day 8

We found one of our older patients dead in his room. Suicide...I hate to see it happen, but every so often it does....where he had managed to find enough rope, or how he got it around that light I'll never know, but it wont be the last time something like this had happened.

No one seemed all that upset...he did have a history of self infliction, despite his callous attitude toward everyone...we all just figured it was another case of this, even though Hinami insisted he was a kind man, and just couldn't handle his life.

She's so sweet...why would she even admit to those crimes....

...perhaps its time we talked to the judge...to find the real murderer.

Day 12

....there are five more dead....this time, its definitely not a suicide....none of them

I nearly threw up in the fifth room, finding one of our non-violent self infliction patients with her blood all over the room...every single one was an act of anger and rage, it was clear....but no one would fess up to who had done it.

...but i had my suspicions it was Hinami. I...couldn't even believe myself when i thought this...but it matches up...all of the victims had the same thing in common. They all hated the girl Hinami has seemed to turn her attentions onto.

The worst part? Both have disappeared...we cannot find them, but there is no way they could have escaped...we'll find them, separate them...and bring Hinami elsewhere...into solitary confinement where she can be given the help she needs....

These excerpts end here, as this was the last page found in the logs when the police arrived to a call of numerous murders having happened in the institution, only to find 29 out of the 30 members of the criminal ward, and the ten doctors all killed by multiple stab wounds, and in a few cases disfiguration and mutilation even.

Hinami was never found, the other girl, Fusea Maiki, was found a month later with all her limbs broken inside of a motel, crying as she had clearly been tortured, the obvious culprit being Hinami, as there was a letter on the nightstand.

"To my one and only,

...I understand now you will never love me again. You scream and cry whenever I am there, when i am doing everything for you...even with me giving you my all...you do not love me.

At one time in my life, i would have killed you for that....but you were the most special to me.

I love you fusea....but...like a caged bird, i have to set you free....

The police will be here in an hour...you can show them this note, so they don't think you did this to yourself...Tee-hee...i think we solved that problem of yours anyway. Someday...someday when you appreciate me more, maybe we can be lovers again.

Your truest love forever,

Hinami <3"